how can i say it...?
Journal Entry: Fri Jul 11, 2008, 9:46 AM
- Mood:
Remorse - Listening to: franz ferdinand ^^
- Reading: messages, notes... from dA.
- Watching: photos.
- Eating: cherries *.*
- Drinking: ice tea.
okay... it WILL look stupid, i know. but i want to ask u about something.
u know what is dA subscription? yes, i think that 5/6 of u are completely sure about. u know how to get that? this time maybe not so many people has this knowledge. i was in this non-informed group.
but last time i just wanted to buy this. it helps, looks really nice... only one 3-month-subscription. 'it can't be so difficult' i thought, 'big part of dA community has it, right?' . but there's one problem, to hard for me.
even i want, have some money for that - i can't.
i'm seventeen years old, i have no credit card n' no one who can do this for me. pretty. even my mum said - it's stupid. wow, now i couldn't even send money for this to anyone. shitty.
then i remembered about some competitions on dA, where everyone can win this subscription. so i was looking for...
first - just not my category so i won't do something what i don't like or simply don't know.
second - works which i saw for these contests... just wow (!). i looked n' can't believe how perfect, beautiful they are... i can't be better than them. :/
sucks, right?
why i wrote it? maybe only for tell it to you? or just ask what would you do if u were me? or for waiting for someone, who is awesome kindly?
i dunno, not for begging - that i'm completely sure.
so if someone wants to be angry for this note, please, get it for self.
n' very imprtant thing.
thank u soooooo much my dear watchers for all favs, pageviews, comments n' such a good words. i'm glad, u like so many my works, it's pleasure to be here, really (;
i do all i can, so i watch all works from u, try to give comments on most of... i hope i'm not so bad in it, huh? ;D
anyway... thank u once more n' sorry for all english mistakes i did ^^'
cheeeeers! <333